God is so good to me. He wounds and then He heals; each a master stroke of precision in His work of molding Christ in me. All can seem so dark and hopeless but in Christ there is always hope and it is in that darkest moment that hope begins to move and the Spirit lifts me and sends me sailing upon the winds of change. Change that I could never plan for nor expect and more beautiful than I could ever imagine as all that has hurt me and all that has nurtured me to survive that hurt immerge as one from life's current crucible as a beautiful jewel that my loving Father presents to me, His little girl. He watches over me and my Father's Mercy endures forever. I am loved, and treasured, and kept safe as He holds me so very near.
Kurt, question not your worthiness, rather question if you are forgiven, and if you have come to full repentance. ~ God [Letters from God and His Christ - Volume 1 - Those Whom the Lord Has Cleansed Are Now Clean Now, and Worthy of the Kingdom]