I was writing a letter to a dear sister in Christ and I realized what the Lord had given this to me in understanding....
"So, God has called me out of that mold. He has not really even called me ever so gently, but is getting my attention at all costs. HE LONGS for His children to love and serve Him. This God of the Bible. Real, and alive, and HE WILL use any (no matter how imperfect) who will surrender the old for the new and stand arms open to Him, WILLING to have Him work through you, no matter what the cost."
It is the strong man that chooses love and forgiveness through sacrifice of himself and his own desires, not following after the ungodly men of this world. His justification is in the Lord and he chooses to follow Me...in My very footsteps. ~ Jesus [Letters from God and His Christ - Volume 6 - Keep Not the Company of the Wicked, This is Where All Seeds of Dissension Grow]