I was writing a letter to a dear sister in Christ and I realized what the Lord had given this to me in understanding....
"So, God has called me out of that mold. He has not really even called me ever so gently, but is getting my attention at all costs. HE LONGS for His children to love and serve Him. This God of the Bible. Real, and alive, and HE WILL use any (no matter how imperfect) who will surrender the old for the new and stand arms open to Him, WILLING to have Him work through you, no matter what the cost."
'I, the Lord your God, have commanded all everywhere to repent and come to Me in the Christs name and build Me a church, a church of men, not by men, a church all in all in Christ. One God, one Son, one Church, one name, the only name given by which you must be saved!' ~ God - Volume 3 - 'Worship the Lord Your God as I Am, Not as Men Would Have You Worship'