I love this video that my dad found:
HERE
(http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CGwiYYXO17g)
Kurt, question not your worthiness, rather question if you are forgiven, and if you have come to full repentance. ~ God [Letters from God and His Christ - Volume 1 - Those Whom the Lord Has Cleansed Are Now Clean Now, and Worthy of the Kingdom]