For most people, and for most of my life, I thought the worldwide religion of Christianity was a beacon of light into the world, not a system of control and harbour for terrible deception and worship of satan. Now, I am not talking about your sunday school class where you gather in true worship of the Lord and share His goodness in one-accord. What I am talking about is the religion.
HERE is a video produced as a commercial for gnosticism and indictment against the factions of believers that are opposed to the real roots of the Christian religion, which is seen in the rituals and symbology and even its most celebrated holidays.
This really is intense and not for the faint of heart, or those that are new in their faith. It does point to how some of our favorite things about Christianity are really allowed to remain mainstream because they have a totally different meaning to others than they mean to us. ... you will be sick when you see what it means to others.
Kurt, question not your worthiness, rather question if you are forgiven, and if you have come to full repentance. For what the Lamb has washed in His blood, is now worthy of the Kingdom. For you are saved by grace through faith, this not of yourself. Neither by your works are you saved, lest you should boast. All men fall short of glory. Therefore, did I send My Son in your stead, to take the burden of your sin. For your belief in Him and obedience to Him have placed you at His right hand in the Day to come. ~ God [Letters from God and His Christ - Volume 1 - Those Whom the Lord Has Cleansed Are Now Clean, and Worthy of the Kingdom]