by Bud
In nearly every book I've read, sermon I've heard, Bible study I've participated in and conversation I've been a party to, I seem to come away with an 'accounting ledger' perspective of forgiveness. The column of debits due to sin, has been paid for by the assets of Jesus' very own life. God is satisfied with the death of Jesus to completely pay for the sins of the world (the excellent KJV word propitiation).
But if this alone is forgiveness, something feels missing; there is a sense of incompleteness, if I merely stop at balancing the books.
When I've crossed a family member, friend or enemy and have forgiven them or been forgiven by them, I never just have a 'ledger experience' with them. That forgiveness experience is more than a payment of a debt of apology or money or respect or something else to right a wrong.
Where people are involved in forgiveness, there is also an experience where our relationship is restored or on the mend. Forgiveness is not just payment of a debt alone, but continues into the attempt to restore the relationship.
It's amazing how a walk through the dictionary, helps us remember what words really mean. To forgive is to be satisfied with the resolution of an offence without harboring resentment. Stopping at balancing the books is only justification. Forgiveness goes beyond justification to restoration.
How strong is the law, if we forget the love and grace of God? Even for GraceHeads, it blinds us and we are tricked into a false forgiveness.
Servants, stand up! says the Lord of Hosts. Stand up for Me, and I, even I, shall feed you with knowledge and understanding...the Word of God as your drink, and the knowledge of the Lord as your meat...you shall sing and you shall stand up, you shall shout with a new voice in the face of adversity. And in that very same day, you shall be gone, you shall surely be taken and be found no more in the earth...eternal joy and all tears wiped away in the presence of the Lord, your Redeemer, is your reward, and it shall never again depart from you, says the Lord. [Jesus speaking] (Servants, in Christ, Stand Up and Blow the Trumpet! - Letters from God and His Christ - Volume 6)